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Reaching 22 and I thought I would've figured it out by now I've been running to catch up with All the life I've run away from Attached but disengaged Where's the authenticity in feeling? Disappointed and delusional Conclusions are within reach  but I can barely feel my face I am lightning that needs some grounding  I'm a storm of emotion  Wasted just like my potential  I'm paying the debts of people I've never met If I am to go around chasing rabbits  How long will it take to stumble down a rabbit hole? Seen by many misunderstood by all So I latibulate (quietly) Unsteady as a jammed-up gun Ready to shoot the wrong messenger at the right place and time As if I ever get better  Get it together  What if I woke up and I wasn't so desperate to run up that hill anymore? Clarity cuts deeper than the lies The closer we get to me  I'll turn into a different lie I'm the space in between widely optimistic and delusional  Nothing scares me more than my own m

 I just sit around waiting for you to come and save my day I'm a little girl that's left her pretense at home I don't think much about the bridges that I burned on my way out I just sometimes wish I wasn't so alone At the edge of any age, any city I've ever been to I hope one day I'll be able to sing the songs I've written Embrace me, stranger I'm getting tired  Somewhere in the way, I forgot I am my own somebody My strong girl act is cracking If I push myself to a breaking point Will there be a diamond waiting? Will there be anyone to hold back my hair? I'm a used cigarette end  just leave me in the cold Everything's on fire but I'll keep on flowing Is wanting to get better ever gonna be enough?

His bubble 'round my wrist I said: "Don't get too attached" Something new  just got out of something blue No white picket fence  something more exciting We're on borrowed time but come on over leave your pretense at home Tell me all your past Tell me all about your future Who can even afford to give a damn  what people say I'll make the bad decisions You make up the excuses Love runs dry We both let all the good ones go Never long enough to be in love  We only started sleeping just the other week  Just hold onto me for now  'cause you make my head spin  to the sound of your sweet nothings We bonded over  lovers that we've loved  and left  haunted wondering "How long will it take you to regret me too?" "How long will it take to make a good thing bad?" It's so easy to mistake a mirror for a soulmate just put me on you Say I'm your favorite  Let's roll, we're rolling stones What's your game? I'll never take a ri