Cherry Blossom

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 Whatever's the vibe,

I'm drowning in it 

Nobody to blame but myself

So are all the good times gone?

It's alright,

I'll just keep on hyperventilating on the bathroom floor


A breakdown just to bow down 

Not getting any wiser,

Simply clinging onto whatever's left of my spine

but I'm a loose bolt 

and there's no complete machine


Just like a cherry blossom 

I look so pretty 

but I'll be gone too soon 

Will I ever have the time to enjoy it all?

Freak out for another breakthrough 

Drag myself through another day

I'm the main attraction 

Took a nosedive 

and panicked in the bathroom 


A little black dress 

Such a big mess

But I look divine 

Maybe one day we'll be happy for a change


Empty,

impatiently anticipating 

Dressed down like it's my birthday

It's the best version you can get 

Never a friend, just networking


Completely desperate for a connection 

But I'm making it fashion

So sexy on command 

Sell yourself to get what you want


Glitter all over my eyes 

Yet I'm still unsatisfied, so

I spark a match just to blow it all up 

I've seen this all before 

What am I even defending?

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